It feels so foreign to log in to livejournal and post something here nowadays… 9/10 times i’ll just end up with a wordless post, or i’ll just see myself pressing the backspace button again and again before clicking the “x” button on the top right hand corner. Let’s just say i’ve found a more private place to pen down my thoughts and a space that i can call mine. A space where i can type everything and anything i want without the fear of being judged or criticised.
It’s not that i’m abandoing this space. In fact, i can’t bring myself to do so. This space has been with me through my ups and downs, and it’s just pure cruelty to erase everything with just a click of the delete button. At the same time, i do feel that this blog has staged my growth from the end of my sec 3 life till now and thus everything here is worth to keep and is worth the read from time to time.
Despite my lack of updates, i’m glad that everything has been gg well in my life and i’m happy about it. I do not knw if it’s just mere superstitions or whatsoever, but i do have a phobia when it comes to mentioning the previous line. It’s just that when you think that one part of your life is going perfect, the other falls into pieces unexpectedly. It scares me to knw that everything and anything changes in a blink of an eye… And for that, i shall retrieve the fact that everything’s gg well in my life. It’s always better to be safe than sorry?
It’s 2.05am right now and i’m wide awake. I tried to kill time by (finally) posting on my livejournal but it seems that blogging has stirred up my mind and i can’t help but think about the stuff that are gg on in my life and everything else that revolves around it… To be honest, i’m tired of the same old routine being played over n over daily and i’m itching for a short private getaway into a more relaxed city like Bali or Phuket. I need to get out of this city soon… sigh.
Anw, mum’s bday is in 2 days (k, technically 1) and my sister and I have been racking our brains to think of the perfect gift for her but to no avail. I have to admit it’s a tough thing to be doing and I sincerely hope we’ll find smth ideal to tmrw!
Alright it’s 2.20am and i should be going before my biological clock starts to screw up /: The only thing that’s keeping me company tonight is I Never Told You by Colbie Caillat It’s worth the listen 🙂 Goodnight world xx.